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Sunday, June 8, 2008
9/06/2008
I had this problem jus a few days ago.one Participle msn suddenly became online and guess who is it. It was him, the him I leave behind the back of my mind 6 years ago suddenly appear again. Seeing my msn window pop an orange light with the word “ hi, how are you?” these word had such a huge impact on me.I really don’t want him to appear again in my life after all these years it slowly become a memory of my past and seeing him chatting with me brings back memory. He was the first I ever like. Today which happen to be Sunday he ask me out to play basketball and I don’t know what went over me that make me go meet him.I wrote this is around 1am which happen to be a Monday. Haha what do I expect the scar that I don’t want to see. Being around with him makes me feel sad even though we had a good long talk today about what happen 6 years ago. Saw him again don’t know why I had these strange feeling of sadness that came through me. Since this is quite a new blog I think I will write what happen 6 years ago. I was young then and he was only older than me by 2 years haha thinking back he was the first one who I got a crush on. To others it may seem as a puppy love but to me was different. We had fun together but something happen which I don’t felt like writing here I hope to keep a secret in my heart and he went oversea with his parents. Without telling me about it he left, leaving me clueless for month and I had it hit hard on me. Tonight I hang out with him because he say he was back in Singapore for a few days , maybe I seem foolish but I was sort of a little happy when I saw him. His smile and laugh was unchanged since I last saw him. It hurts me on my way home as I had decided not to see him again but I think it was the best. Haha I may seem selfish but I really don’t want him to be in mind the shadow there which makes me unable to move on in life.
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I am a 18 year old girl and my zodiac sign will be the eight astrological sign name scorpio. I am a gal who get bored easily and i simple love to watch anime and comic books.I am also a big fan on Akanishi jin and Gackt. What i like best about them would be their eyes and the way they act.I like black colours as it means night.I like night the best as it was the best time for me to be alone and sometimes i daydreaming a lot. I had this habit when i first know a person or when i talk to them i would always like to look at the person in the eyes as i think that their eyes will never tell a lie.
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